Am I dating?

           What's up guys! I know I have been on a roll lately. I plan on keeping it up so you guys will keep having post to look forward to reading. Today I wanted to talk about dating. Yes I have dated before or as the kids call it "talk" to someone. I have found that I do not have much luck in this method, because after a month or even a few weeks we end up becoming bored with each other , or just he just ends up not texting me anymore :\ I use to take this pretty personal, but now I kind of just look at it as a given and it doesn't really bother me anymore. This is pretty sad to say, but is true. I have come to accept this, because I believe I have figured out why they choose not to keep responding to me, and do you wanna know why? I'll wait................It's because I let them know from the beginning where I stand. Don't get me wrong, I don't just come out and say "Hi, I'm Christiauna, but everyone calls me Chrissy and I am a virgin and plan on being one until I fall in love." I know this may scare guys off and I would not blame them for backing off a little, but I do try to take things slow and be honest with them.
         I try to stay honest with myself for the most part and I know that I could not just get with a guy and just give them my virginity that easily after I have waited all of these years. I am not trying to knock anyone that lost their virginity this way, because we are all different. I just know that personally I'm too emotional to be able to do that. This is with any aspects of my life. I have come to terms with this and I am pretty much use to this now.
          Honestly, dating just sometimes seems like a waste of time to me. Like, you spend all your time getting to know this one specific person just to find out that you don't vibe with them like how you thought you did, so now you wasted like a month of your life on one person you won't ever speak to again. You got to admit that sucks, which is probably why I don't to much care for it. My friends always encourage me to do it , but I'm just never into it like that. I just see better things I can be doing with my free time, especially now that I am in college; I don't have time to lose. I will talk to you lovebugs later. Stay Golden!